Saturday, 9th November 2013

I'm having an experimental evening and so far it's going great. Here's a couple of things I've written so far. The 2nd one was actually written this morning so has a different tone to the 1st.

What we tend to call ‘love’ (in terms of 2 people being together) could actually take on the role of manifest fear if not careful. The need to be wanted, needed, found attractive; the fear of losing them to another, the possessiveness and jealousy, the need to keep the love going are all negative, when love is actually the giving of the easiest and most abundant thing in the world. This would be termed ‘true’ love.
Acceptance and recognition of the other in their most honest self who you love unconditionally. It isn’t necessarily a choice, you love who you love, but it also doesn’t need to be exclusively for one person, love is a neverending fountain. It’s rejection of love (maybe feeling unworthy or distrustful of it) and fear of it not being ‘real’ that turns love into fear. Fear is possessive and insecure and tries to constantly hold on to its self-fabricated foundations, tries to force a structure out of simplicity or make it into a formula to be followed.
Love is just there and endless and fearless. Once we accept love and believe it without fear we can love freely, truthfully and endlessly. There is no limit to love. You can love as many people as you like.
Too many relationships are based on insecurity, a lack of something needing to be filled and fear, but because we call it ‘love’ and have assigned our own meaning to the word we believe we are following love and not fear. But the need to possess something or someone and to force it into a pre-defined structure is not love. My heart is open and my love doesn’t die

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In institutions where instruments of expression have all been taken away people will often smear their faeces over themselves and walls. I foresee an equivalent eventually happening on the streets and general society as it seems an outcome of feeling impotent and powerless. The other option involves attaining some kind of power, which would probably build so quickly and exponentially that it would most likely spin out of control with disastrous consequences.

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Another:

Been thinking about computer code and how it relates to the universe and humans. Begin as an empty data space and then each experience and data imputed as equations and how each equation changes the form and so we are writing computer code with every movement and thought we follow. And as all codes are breakable if you learn the language then you can edit your own code or learn equations. By interaction of your code with others you get to change the total equation. More equations that compliment and add to a positive outcome can then change the entire outcome. We are all equations of data and consciousness of this means our personal equations can become closer to god