Monday 16 December 2019

Monday, 16th December 2019

Speakers I listen to:

Manly P Hall
Terence McKenna
Alan Watts
Joseph Campbell
Sadhguru
Madame Blavatsky (no audio of her but if her book)

Sunday 15 December 2019

Sunday, 15th December 2019

*you produce or absorb/absorb or produce
*good/evil sides, ECCO/SSI, humans/machines, angels/demons
*predators aren't always wanting to inflict pain
*to farm animals we are now learning to balance and create the most efficient environment for the end product for the least cost
*being aware of the prison doesn't necessarily mean you learn how it works, where it is, or how to escape
*there is a thread that runs throughout time repeating the same things, events and ideas
*whether there are 2 sides or just 1 posing as 2 is unknown
*the reason for the environment is unknown, and possibly ignorance is bliss
*i still feel there is an answer but am now so lost within the labyrinth that all sides switch and all images are possibly false which leads to a still point, a non-movement, even though waiting is also non-effective
*movement is key to learning but takes energy and experience and experience teaches that any move could be wrong
*knowledge of the language is key
*targets are set but sometimes the necessary beings aren't there to continue them
*sometimes you are not there to facilitate a movement/beings because you are otherwise distracted
*whether these distractions are injected is unknown
*focus is key
*focus is also a possible enemy in disguise
*the best way to hurt a farmer is to do what renders you unusable, but by doing so it can also render you useless. Further, your knowledge can be taken as useful by the farmer to create a more efficient system. ie. your intelligence can help the enemy, so apparent naivety is also key to keep their eyes off of you
*the reason for the farm is as yet unknown
*when facing the masters you should show respect and reasonable compliance but not fear, you want them to need you as much as they have power over you
*whether single agents can form an agency is unknown as each agent has their own ideas and specific realities. These ideas can often connect but can disintegrate quickly unless there is a common thread between them
*overactive thought has often been diagnosed as mental illnesses, but recent progression in these fields has opened up a communication virtually non-existent a decade or two ago
*accepting mental illness is not always conducive to mental or spiritual evolution if seen as too negative, a certain acceptance of personal reality and reason should be integrated into everyday life and not rejected
*people speak throughout time and ideas travel longer than lives
*teachers never die
*some of my best friends are words in one moment from a mind that ceased to exist hundreds of years ago

Saturday 14 December 2019

Saturday, 14th December 2019

https://wildrote.wordpress.com/
Friday, 13th December 2019

The bar staff laugh off another violent incident
My housemate goes out to buy more drugs to cover his predicament

I don’t do enough
Trying has failed

Torn between an inside force and an outside battle
Nothing ever seems to come good from the well intentioned
Relationships fade into each wave of the ocean
I’m not sure anything changes
Cause all the sandcastles break up and disappear

Tortured scenes from an impotent bystander
Speaking into microphones only listeners can hear