Monday 28 January 2013

Monday, 28 January

God is a comedian and I am so grateful for it. These past 8 months have been a joy to behold, the universe unfolds and its gifts are there for you to see and take and be part of.
God is a pretty dark comedian where only extremes are funny but that's the way I like it. At every stage this past year the universe has kept on giving, if one thing changes there's been another circumstance just waiting around the corner. I haven't been left waiting or wanting, wondering on decisions. Everything has been good. Experiences have been forced onto me whether my natural hermit tendecy would allow it or not and I think that's because I have finally found a way to tune in, to not hold myself back from something that has wanted to give something to me.
Joy and sadness, it's all a drama, something you can be a part of or step outside of, but it's entertaining whichever way you experience it. Love is all around and you should grant yourself that love, let love take you and let yourself love the best you can. It's not always easy I grant you but that is the comedy of it all; love or fear: the only two choices you have. Humour or strife. Everything is funny, everything is dark, everything is beautiful. I find so much joy in pain nowadays that I can't see a difference.

Tuesday 15 January 2013

Tuesday 15 January 2013

Now if what they call the big bang did happen within one instant and everything suddenly came into being all at once then we can be lead to believe that time is indeed just an illusion. The whole universe is a being that is growing as it get older and becoming more aware of itself as it goes through that process, but the process happened so quickly that all awareness is actually a past event. We are the universe looking at its history and trying to figure out what happened. The idea that God has a plan is ridiculous, God has no idea that it even exists. God is a natural event that is simply trying to understand itself just as we as humans are also trying to understand ourselves. And we do this by looking back at our past, everything we've been through, everything that ever happened and how we try to predict our futures usually to no avail. What we see as the universe is a moment after the big bang looking at itself to try to understand what has already happened. We are already dead, God has already understood itself but we are currently at the stage where it was still looking for answers. Our intuition and wisdom is simply a dragging effect from the past that spreads out ahead of us. We are still too slow to understand but it is all there and has already been done.

Friday 11 January 2013

Friday, 11th January 2013

If we are actually living behind the veil of memory then the more we view everything as a past event the better we can shape our existence. We will not be wishing for something specific to happen but will be remembering and thankful that it has happened and did already happen.
If it is a veil that holds back the knowledge of past memory then the assumption should be made that its possible to pass through different levels of it. Serendipity; coincidence; positive thought leading to positive outcome; psychic powers; understanding of people and situations both intuitively and fully consciously; expansion of power and love; spreading wisdom and knowledge. If all is past then the fact is we have already chosen and done what we decided to do in this life, however, the amazing thing is that if we can see it as already finished then we possibly could also have done something so magnificent and wonderful which we have still yet to enjoy in this state of consciousness. If we feel like we led an interesting and fulfilled life then we probably most likely did and so the best is still yet to come.