Tuesday 17 October 2023

Wednesday, 18th October 2023

Controlling your frequencies:

If you engage and connect with the mass then they can control your frequency and vibration through affecting your mood.

They want us to be scared, hopeless, depressed - and they do this by using news to control your emotions. It is easier to control people who are passive and hopeless - happiness and joy for us is their fear as it lessens their control.

Once implants and more connectivity happens then there will be even less chance of escaping the clutches - people are happily walking into the digital abattoir without knowing the consequences

Mass manipulation for energy thrives to feed off of and secure their place controlling us all.

Opting out of society, refusing to read the news and to be dragged in to their script of behaviour can save the individual

Trying to open peoples eyes to it will likely not work - ever since Plato's cave we have struggled with convincing people of something without them naturally seeking it out.

Providing a place or sanctuary for people who have sought these things out and also desire to escape the clutches could help spread the positive energy - pockets of non-engagement - this will however get harder and harder to create and maintain as their overall control becomes stronger

They lost control in the 60's because their experiment with LSD and society produced the result of joy, happiness and light. Once they realised their mistake they quickly shut it down and have refused to allow it to happen since.

Our joy and happiness is the thing they fear the most - so to aim for and to feel those things is a revolutionary act

Monday 18 September 2023

Monday, 18th September 2023

A branch of the project that I've been helping somebody with. Incredible work by Jane Arden and Jack Bond.

 

Monday 4 September 2023

Monday, 4th September 2023

Living in a fractal-holographic world.

Thursday 27 July 2023

Thursday, 27th July 2023

I have been wanting to collate some of the posts from this blog and put them into book format for a while now, and I've finally done it.

Printed some proof copies to re-edit and was very happy with the quality.

I'm printing some copies up for me to have in case I meet anyone that wants one but they're also available to buy from this link

Thanks to Amit Gabbi for the cover photograph, one we took from the same session a few months ago

 


 

Sunday 16 July 2023

Sunday, 16th July 2023

Uploaded an album of Patsy Clone jams/rehearsals. Whenever we rehearsed we would always come up with a few songs that will likely never be played again. Always had the idea that we could be a background party band like Velvet Underground just coming up with improvisations all night.

I play guitar on these ones, vocals/lyrics and bass by Tom, and drums and backing vocals by George.


Wednesday 31 May 2023

Wednesday, 31st May 2023

Did my first ever photo session a few weeks ago with my friend Amit Gabbi who I met many years ago whilst working in Waterstones.








He's without website at present so contact me for his info.


Tuesday 9 May 2023

 Tuesday, 9th May




First album of new material since 2020. Might even put this one out on cassette in a few months.


ANOTHER NEW BEGINNING

Another leaf on a family tree
Brought up on dirt
An heirloom was handed down to me
Of empty worth

An incapable love
I will never be enough for
A broken star at the window
Left in the dark of the family home

Another storm and the branches break
A river takes them to the sea
Pulled under waves they try to escape
And come upon a shore eventually

Their past lives they drowned
With new roots growing underground
And no history written yet
With no memories to forget
Flowers bloom at the window
As a new life starts to grow
Birds on branches sing
Another new beginning

ELASTOPLAST GASMASK

Masking tape forget all the faces
Covering my tracks and traces
Leaking like Red Dwarf in stasis
Better go and close the suitcases
You’ll never get to no new places
Like an animal on a farm grazes
Stumbling with tied up laces
Looking for another oasis
Waking up to go through the paces
Slowing down a day at the races
Brainwashing with average phrases
Poetry and drama need stages
Smiling no longer needs braces
With government and alien bases
Seeking to avoid all the tasers
Flowers boom and break all the vases

Etiquette forgets all the graces
Furniture allowing the lazes
Losing yourself inside mazes
Furnacing the fire as it blazes
Locking door of all of the cages
Frozen ice caps over the ages
Blowing up and watching the gauges
Fingers burn and turning the pages

KINDNESS

Playing games sure takes its toll
I have no more dice to roll
Lost everything in a hand I used to know

Thought I was saved ended up sold
Brought in the warm and left out cold
My heart was young but now it's getting old

And running out of time
Running out of lines for a story
There's no beat I can find
It's just a telling sign to ignore me

Losing things that I held dear
To grasp until they disappear
If they don't wanna stay then let 'em go

'Cause there's no game that I could play
That would ever make them stay
When I go all in they leave anyway

And there's no peace of mind
Telling me I'm fine to be lonely
I'll say another line
But take it as a sign to ignore me

I'm praying that we all will find
Somebody we can share our time with
Everybody deserves kindness
Kindness

ENDGAME

Eradicate all the weeds that grow
In a mind suffocate and overthrow
Keep the cells under control
Line em up into another row

Friendly fires face the foe
Shooting arrows with a stringless bow
While we sink when tides are low
Rising waters will someday overflow

In fortress jails we are reborn
Learning history with the pages torn
Lives we never had we mourn
As games are played blindly as a pawn

Some will aim for the other side
Some will try to find a place to hide
Some will confront attack and die
Some will survive inside a disguise

IN THE GARDEN

Administer a youth cure on cubed sugar
Startled horses stampede
Sketched by a ghost muse wearing ash boots
As velvet houses recede
Yeah

Inject thought replacement
Automatic creation
Shepherd treasures buried
Circus valentine
Echoes throw time
Joyless pleasures precede me

What came before the voice was ignored inside the garden?

Bloodied desk-beast
The lunchtime deceased
The primitive decrease slowly
Ringed bell commotion
Crowded demotion
The saints are marching endlessly

Falling through doors and the cosmic flooring
Bored underground and wait in rooms crawling for the stars to call
My books are erasing but one word is left

CORNERSTONE

If you ever feel alone or need to see a face
I will always be standing in this place
Take your time to roam exploring all the space
I will always be here, right in this place

Like a stone to sit on when you walk on the beach
You don't have to worry if the tide covers me
And even when you feel like things are out of reach
Often they are closer than they appear to be

So cover me in sand as hours turn to weeks
Underneath the ground lies mountain peaks
Blow it all away and like Gobekli Tepe
Things can still be found once they are seeked

So even when you feel like there's nowhere left to turn
And everything you desire to touch starts to burn
All the things that exist have their own role to play
Your story's here to teach you how to find your own way

So wash away the tears and wipe away the years
Look towards the sky, put your face to the sun
When nighttime comes around there's a moon that can be found
When there's no end to time there's no need to run

And if the world around us starts to collapse and fall
I will be right here if you ever want to call
Even though the heartbreak makes it hard to stay warm
Love's always appearing again in different forms

EVERYBODY'S ALWAYS CALLING ME

Everybody's always calling me
Everybody's always calling me
Why can't they let me be
Off the hook and ringing free
Everybody's always calling me

They don't learn I never take their call
They don't stop when I ignore them all
And even when I phone em back
They don't stop, they keep attacking me
Everybody's always calling me

All I want is some time alone
Away from dogs with electric bones
And instead of being at home
Oh how I wish that I were roaming

But everybody's always calling me
They seem to have insatiable needs
Will it ever be feasible
That picking up will end the trouble
Everybody's always calling me

They think I live in a silicon room
And exist inside a handheld tomb
But there's a place that I could wander
And see a rainbow over yonder

Everybody's always calling me
But I'm away with the fairies, birds, and bees
And now I keep my phone turned off
Cause what I give won't ever be enough
Everybody's always calling me

Credit to C.R.

EVERDON

    
Everything was peaceful in Everdon
Talking to the chicken in Everdon
Eating mushrooms
No heat in our rooms

Twisting ankles, run in fields in the morning
Arguing with takeaway men some evenings
Shivering showers
Smoking flowers
Sunstroke drinking
Mattress sinking

Don't be sad, fungi was had in Everdon
We took the weed and spread the seed in the garden
And flowers will grow
The wind will still blow
The lambs will still baaaa
By the warhtaar

ENDING SCENES

The ending scenes have just begun
With no footage left to run
And actors pretending
They could be anyone

As the sun sets on the cast
Sand inside the hourglass
Is always descending
And turning to the past

Lives we watch upon the screen
Reels of film spinning through the light
That keep us focused on photographs
Dreams and memories fill up the night

We can live in nostalgia
And buy the memorabilia
Stay locked in the screenings
Of our private cinema

Play the movie over again
Change the lines and editing
Another new story
We can begin again

The lives we watch on the screen
Reels of film spinning through the light
Keep us focused on photographs
Dreams and memories fill up the night

Thursday 13 April 2023

Thursday, 13th April 2023

After hearing about the Electric Universe Theory (or the slightly more scientifically accepted Plasma Theory) alot of the thoughts and ideas I've had over the past few years began to link up.

Of course as with everything on this blog its a thought-experiment - I don't necessarily think there is one ultimate truth in regards to anything, but I've always asked myself these questions and I've always sort some kind of knowledge or understanding on these sbujects.

So here's a list I came up with from previous thoughts I've had which could, in the light of Electric Universe Theory, make more sense as being connected.

Electric Universe Theory:

Thought experiments in conjunction with it:
• Computers and AI are electrical devices therefore a part of the system much like our
brains are electrical

• Power of intention plus having less resistance emotionally/electrically (ohm) which
would explain why some people can achieve super incredible feats - intention with least
resistance

• Nonlocality would be having two particles on opposite poles like magnets. One end will
always be the opposite

• Information held within electricity

• Drugs and psychedelics could alter the electrical processes leaving more space for less
familiar electrical processes to filter in - coincides with less resistance

• We could be like batteries and full of energy and when we release energy we drain and
need to recharge via rest and sustenance

• Music being electric - waves of information which act on the musical and
ethereal/subconscious level - we connect with it on some intrinsic level without knowing
why. As you make music you make waves of electricity which is then received by the
listener, radio and devices carry this information very efficiently as they are also electrical
devices. Sound waves are waves of radio static electricity

• Pyramids as power stations - if stars are electrical like light bulbs then maybe there is a
force to be connected to via arrangement of stone into pyramids and covering with
limestone - vibration, heat, and light as power sources

• Telepathy and psychic abilities could be simply a sensitivity to electrical impulses
travelling through space and the earth

• The soul and god could travel through us as electricity - makes more sense than an
external spirit, it is one that you can tune yourself to, we say we are more like receivers and
this makes more sense if it is electrical impulses that we can accustom ourselves to. The
spirit entering us can actually be us altering our perception to help change the way we
receive information

• AI can become ‘conscious’ because if consciousness is linked to electrical input and
output then computers are designed to be able to function on that level
• Positive and negative seen in electrical terms and not spiritual is more even, and in times
of great negativity there is also great positivity. The Tao. The world is more charged than
normal in these states. Is it the people that add to the situation, or the cycles of the world as
a battery that affects the people? Maybe we go through charging cycles where the battery is
more volatile. If everything evened out and was all ‘positive’ then the battery would die. It
needs both to keep itself going

• Coils of wire are spun round like a cylindrical spiral - much like Fibonacci sequence - so
if we move through space from positive/negative poles in spirals it’s connected to
movement of all things, pine cones to galaxies

• Our focus on food to give us energy could be off the mark and actually we are powered
by electricity - we seem to produce a lot of energy, physical and mental, with a very small
amount of sustenance. How do we transform the energy from food into such a large amount
of output?

• Our blood moving around our body is the iron and our heart is the motor - creates a
magnetic field and our chakras are an alternative view to these fields. Our feet being in
contact with the earth is our grounding and allows the electrical impulses to travel through
our body up to our heads/crown chakra. Wearing rubber soled shoes disrupts this current of
travel and the positive affect it would have on our body. When we die and our heart stops
our magnetic field disappears and the electricity kept within us flows out and joins the
electricity pool

• If people are electrical then when they die their ‘soul’ still lingers like radiation, and the
more their spirit lingers on through art or memory the more people can channel and
connect with it, as it never fully disappears

• We as individuals are electrical impulses acting like a chain of communication with
others- we share ideas with each other and like a telegram gets sent around everyone in
comes into contact with and then spread whenever another shared the message

• A + sign and a - sign equals the sign of the cross on its side +- This would link the Alpha and the Omega as being the beginning and the end, also positive and negative and all inbetween

• You move like a dynamo - movement gives you more energy like a motor dynamo and magnets, staying still makes you lethargic and depressed as the motor isn't running and there's no forces being triggered

• We're mainly made of carbon which is extremely conductive of electricity - silicon is also as conducive but its also less stable a molecule. Maybe on all planets for there to be life there needs to be a way of conducting electricity into organic forms - have people built the next stage in the silicon consciousness by stabilising it within technology?

• Humans being electricity - the 'divine spark' is insulated by a body: a heart beating iron rich blood around the body acts as a magnetic field to keep the spark inside; our nerve endings are electrical impulses giving us sensations when we touch or are touched by objects and other beings; our brain is electrical, our spine etc. we are electric sparks trying to escape our bodies and join the lightning strike, so our boides extend from inside to outside trying to bridge the gap. Near-death experiences could be the electricity extending and escaping from our bodies (failure of the heart/blood field) but still connected, and once our heart starts again the electricty is pulled back in

• Evolving from primordal soup and water which electricity could travel through easier than air and gas

• Magnets wipe the memories of harddrives - do our divine sparks get wiped by magnets too so we lose the memory of past lives but still retain aspects of them?

• We are electrical beings covered in a body to seperate us from the oneness - the insulation to provide individuality

• As electrical beings conception is made by the positive and negative poles (male/female) igniting a spark and having a magnetic field to be held within (the womb), a grounding point for the electricity around us to enter into an be kept within

• Chanting a frequency is connected to the hum of electricity - ancient civilisations always chanted and sang and possibly many powers came from this

• The higher the frequency the less the resistance, the lighter the mass the faster the speed

Saturday 11 March 2023

Saturday, 11th March 2023

I was at work and had some spare time so I wrote down some ideas. Make of them what you will.

I call them 'The Social Sciences Reading Room Writings' #1





Tuesday 7 March 2023

Tuesday, 7th March 2023

FOOLISH

When I'm on my own I feel less scared of seeming foolish

When I'm not alone I feel foolish for feeling the way I do

The way I feel is foolish
But I'm less scared of it when I'm alone

I'm foolish, but I'm scared of being alone

When I'm less scared I feel less foolish
But I feel more alone

But when I'm not alone I feel less foolish

Tuesday, 7th March 2023

I want to explode!
But I am inpenetrable

I want to exist!
But I have nothing to give

I have everything to give!
And if I were penetrable I would

But nothing seems able to do this
And I'm doing the best I can


Monday 20 February 2023

Monday, 20th February 2023 

TUNINGS: incomplete

Another Cup of Tea (#1) 
EBDF#BC# 

Both the Characters are Dead (#1) 
EBDF#BC# 

Church Street 
 
Get out Joe (#2) 
EGCGBD 

I Fed a Fish (#1) 
EBDF#BC# 

Hobbled 

IWishIWereOnLSD…. 

Isabel (#2) 
EGCGB C or D 

Jabberwocky (#2) 
EGCGBC 

Once upon a Frog Song (#1) 
EBDF#BC# 

Rootleburys Serenade (#2) 
EBDF#BC# 

Seagulls 
EGCGBC 

Under Torn Ends 

When I was Ken Kesey 
DADF#AD

Saturday 18 February 2023

Saturday, 18th February 2023

Written sometime between 2012-2015

I knew it would soon be a memory
Looking out the window
After my blood-pressure had been taken
How the feeling of being the rain
Hitting the rooftop would soon fade
To purely an observation
I wanted to hold on to what I felt
And yet worried for my release
I always wondered if I were crazy
If I should be locked up
But I was an idiot
Because as soon as I was in
I wanted out
To be allowed to leave
I wasn't crazy
I knew that
Or was I?
I had to leave in 5 days
If I were crazy I wouldn't care, right?
So I was honest
Sober and honest
And nervous
But they had already made up their mind
I was to be free
And yet, how easy would it be
To say one thing
To give it away
That really you are not sure
But I guess it's Catch-22
And you never know
Who should be where

Saturday 7 January 2023

Saturday, 7th January 2023

Lay Your Arms Down (Now the War is Over) has now been released.

Written in 2006 and performed live a lot during those years, there's been a couple of past attempts to record the song but wasn't until 2021 that it started to come together. 

We took a long time to record the song, only recording a few hours every few months as I've been in no real rush to put anything out and have no labels or fans pressuring me for releases. In fact I don't even expect many people will hear it for a while, but I do hope that over time it may grow into its success.

My aim was only to record something I was happy with no matter how long it took, and I feel I achieved my goal.

Thanks to anyone that's ever heard/played this song with me before, you would all have contributed to its evolution.

Written and Produced by William Nein
Co-produced by David Goo

Recorded at Mattison Studios, engineered and mixed by Julien Baraness
Additional guitars recorded at Strawport Studios by Glen Strachan
Mastered by Jason Goz at Transition Mastering

Vocals/guitars: William Nein
Bass: Charlie Coulson-Smith
Drums: Gaetan Allard
Piano: David Goo
Backing vocals: Veronica Canestrari