Friday, 11th October 2013

Today I reached a part in R.D. Laing's 'The Divided Self' where literally every line was ringing true to me on so many levels it was like a checklist of my behaviour and emotional states.
I actually feel elated that I can relate to it all because for so long I've been trying to understand why I've always felt so disconnected and split from myself, how my inner world and my outer world rarely ever match up, and why I am so incapable of breaking out of the prison I set myself up in.

I have no answers yet but I feel like a pressure has been slightly lifted off me and that I may have found the first couple of steps to take on the path I've been searching so long for.