Monday, 14 March 2016

Monday, 14th March 2016

With each life you are another point along the wave, going up and going down. The confusion comes when you are not quite sure if the next life will be as step up or a step down.
We may meet some from past lives along the way, in fact most probably will as we all started at the same time and are all dancing, maybe some slightly quicker and some slightly slower, but we are all on the wave, watching the horizon come up, or just easily see it go down again. But then that is what depression is within life. If you live with depression in life it means you are working on a faster wave length that the slower moving mass wave.
Each person starts at a frequency and there are moments given and chances to take a faster or slower route. How much do you want to experience?
But also what does the majority feel? Because the overall will judge whether we are going towards the trough or the peak.
Add to this the possibility that belief can also affect the wave, so the more people believe it is on the rise, it truly will begin to rise.

Thursday, 10 March 2016

Thursday, 10th March 2016

The black hole is the pinnacle of self consumption. It is the furthest extreme of looking inside yourself and having nothing outside to orbit. It is the biggest sun that sees nothing else worthy to follow and so looks inside and drags the entire universe into itself. Only when all things have been absorbed does it finally understand it all and with that completeness it explodes outwards to create something new, an evolution of thought that can only be attained by throwing itself outwards and seeing what happens from doing so.

Wednesday, 9 March 2016

Wednesday, 9th March 2016

I wrote this on the train back from Luton Airport on Monday

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An exchange of money for thought

Get paid/dont have to work a job that doesn't need to exist but in place of that the person gets trained and educated in mindfulness/consciousness/positive energy expulsion.

Society is now tangled in a web of keeping people busy and drunk and dizzy just so they don't rise up or be violent or unruly or change society too quickly. A new structure needs to be found but money still rules and too much leisure time has been shown to be unhelpful to a primitive thought process. So education needs to be exchanged for money. Positive thought will create solutions and working together with tolerance instead of arguments and violence
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The idea being that if I had lots of money I would offer a living 'wage' to people who wanted to exchange their path of work to survive-numb themselves to work to survive-never explore other avenues due to having to work to survive-cycle.
Sounds a little like a cult, but here's the thing, people wouldn't 'have' to do it. People could choose to live within our current social structure but those who would be willing to explore other avenues would be given the chance. If they then didn't attend lectures/workshops/do work in their own time, funds would be withdrawn but reinstated if they then at a later date felt as if they would like to rejoin. There would be no grading system or judgement, they effort alone would be the work.

As someone that believes mind does indeed work over matter, that thoughts and conscious thought actually manifests itself into actual physical realities I feel that this is something that everyone should be offered. If a thousand people were all working towards a common goal (to educate, to think and to radiate positive calm energy) then this would have an actual impact on the world around them.
The beauty of the idea is that it is all just a self-exploration, not something that needs to then be conveyed to the outside world but that I believe would impact change in a positive way.

To fight systems is still fighting no matter how good the cause may seem to be. The first step is still a rebellion against something, but what I feel needs to be addressed is an alternative to this, something that begins from within and works itself to without.

People would still have choice, it would mainly have value as a social experiment, to see whether giving people a way out of an outdated restricted structure could actually help gradually (and it has to be gradual) change the way that people feel they need to exist to survive.

That thoughts can be exchanged for monetary value

Tuesday, 16 February 2016

Tuesday, 16th February 2016

Consciousness > Unconsciousness > Consciousness > Sub-consciousness > Art > Alcoholism/drug-use/numbing of sub-conscious thoughts/psychotic breaks/breakdowns > evolution of thought processes > increased control and communication between the unconscious + conscious via the sub conscious > Alienation/outsider syndrome > Alcoholism/drug use/numbing of feelings of sub-conscious thoughts > choice > eventual acceptance of difference/subjective realities > subjective reality moulded through help of sub-conscious to fit a shape suitable to the conscious image of unconsciousness > meetings of similar thinking individuals on spectrum varying on scale > evolution of thought > self-conscious communication with body and mind > longer life/better health/happier and more productive

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Equal subjective realities > equality > (eg) quickly dissolves as one believes themselves to be better or more deserving than others/one believes themselves to be worse and less deserving than others > feedback cycle of belief = some more powerful/better than others = seemingly objective reality but is in fact only an illusion based upon level of self-esteem

Possible subjective reality:
Present day world > belief in no structure/chaos > reality = chaos > belief in chaos as universal force, however this is a paradox as if it has been predetermined that increased belief = increased chaos then the theory of chaos is actually one of order

Friday, 12 February 2016

Friday, 12th February 2016

Explosion > creation of vacuum > expansion of universe outwards + vacuum black hole growing in mass as it aquires more matter > eventual slowing down of expansion as black hole pulls everything back towards it > from time seeming to speed up throughout time (eg. when young summers seemed to last forever) the reverse will begin to happen as all matter begins travelling backward, so youth will appear to pass quickly but old age seems to go on longer > black hole passes equal point of mass in unuverse (ie. it's an exponential growth - UNIVERSE > black hole turns into universe < BLACK HOLE - which increases velocity into black hole > all matter crushed tightly and hits singularity point (eg. God) where self awareness and self consciousness and decsion making takes place and also all loneliness resides wishing to separate itself and forget itself to split itself into parts to create life.

Repeat like a heart beat