Thursday, 13th June 2013
Let all the ghosts go. Recent or aged. Move from the sitting rock and explore. Allow yourself to get lost. Allow people to lose you. Cut the anchor, the co-ordinates, disappear.
Thursday, 13 June 2013
Monday, 15 April 2013
Monday. 15th April 2013
Simple. Pimple. Spots on the horizon, Verizon telephone calls, AT&T credit, bicycle rides, chinese takeaways, tofu and printed zines, sickness and cramps, bee stings and sundance, westerns good and bad, fathers with pizzas, car drives to the city, bus rides, movie nights, dogs and cats, sleeping in hot rooms, blood on the sheets, scratches of letters in backs, branded and drunk, princes and pianos, sitting with sneakers, artists and beauty, eye staring thought sharing, unable to touch, hands on flat stomachs, skin feeling, underwear touching, contact lens wearing, shower shaving, condom wrapper throwing, heat wave swimming, waterfall drenching, naked standing, rock falling, tripping death fearing, wet feet skinny dipping, stairs staring, remembered face smiling, waitress flirting, message receiving, mother talking and judging, past reliving, pizza sitting, photo taking, park lying, game playing, testicle grabbing, football kicking, rope swinging, childish scream hearing, journal tearing and burning, memory cutting, vegetable growing, sheep helping, ram grunting, stick holding, chicken feeding, hay piling, snow shovelling, friend missing, radio talking, song writing, apple picking, corn eating, park walking, beer drinking, ghost talking, bag buying, face thinking, book reading, photobooth snapping, sweater giving, red stripes and black keeping, late night park drinking, fire building, scorched grass growing slowly, football line finding, mountain driving, cliff edge fearing, vans in mud and rain hitting roof hearing, mushroom searching, horses and tortoise spirit animal thinking, age wearing, mirror seeing, alien forming, music slowing, time travelling, universe making, imagination building, bed sitting, wall watching, Basquiat comparing, journal giving, memory sticking, leaf learning, ring wearing, marriage proposing, couch sitting, window looking, summer standing, yellow aura seeing, prediction guessing, date buying, sex working, bon jovi covering beer buying, whiskey drinking, corner stabbing dream worrying, street walking, eye staring, knife wielding, t-shirt tearing, basement show watching, violin hearing, small glass drinking, friend arguments happening, breakfast cooking, sad feeling writing, future writing, coffee making, onion cutting, ecstasy taking cue jumping, exit entrance, show collapsing, people meeting, photo taking, hand directing, wood cutting, log throwing, tractor riding, trailer bumping, airport meeting, fly buzzing, tire pumping, bike riding, hood wearing, darkness waiting, cold air and arguments on my birthday, house leaving, zombie drinking, drug taking, body meeting, eyes, telling, seeing, thinking, hair loving, smoke breathing, air gasping, window opening, dance judging, close sitting, memory purging, window jumping, face burning, matchstick holding, hair cutting, dinner making, lie telling, men kissing, forest walking, mosquito biting, body itching, bed laying, prom dress wearing, window sill sitting, parade watching, stairwell chatting, law learning, front room sleeping, scissor holding, bathroom door locking, dress wearing, beer pong playing, body filling, mind squeezing, marijuana smoking, boot wearing, hair cutting, head shaving, typerwriter hitting, space hunting, river dishwashing, wood excreting, shovel digging, people meeting, cyclist riding, train track hearing, track jumping, friend laughing, friend fearing, angry singing, audience uncaring, drum hitting, doors closing, bar fight brawling, old feeling, energy sapping, exhaustion, rebirth wishing, door banging, door lock locking, man sitting, rain waiting, body detaching, action forgetting, wire biting, machine breaking, hands shaking, hug giving, bridge singing, wall breaking, hard crying, heart breaking, life living, needing rebooting, plane flying, airport leaving, sun shining, taxi taking, face recognizing, smile showing, day dreaming, sweet ginger beer drinking, telephoto lens not working, alone clubbing, bar meeting, fiancee kissing, stranger photo taking, city street walking, grave visiting, shed burning, trolley melting, friend marrying, chances not taken, no regret holding, black ball holding, talk to emotions like they are children, fear is a child that needs reassurance, ice cream running, bare feet on sharp stones, ladder borrowing, window climbing, vodka drinking, song writing, loud music listening, around the house running, word typing, will I ever see them again, wish making, unicorn riding, mixtape making, gift posting, memory purging, bible reading, letter writing, wine drinking, lap sitting, smell breathing, heart beating, past leaving, too much to remember, film making, reels repeating, images insanely draining, book burning, skin touching, running through the fields in the rain, lightning striking, love falling, cars in the dirt, kicking and trying to talk, money desiring, freedom walking, present living, people loving, weight holding, your smile
Simple. Pimple. Spots on the horizon, Verizon telephone calls, AT&T credit, bicycle rides, chinese takeaways, tofu and printed zines, sickness and cramps, bee stings and sundance, westerns good and bad, fathers with pizzas, car drives to the city, bus rides, movie nights, dogs and cats, sleeping in hot rooms, blood on the sheets, scratches of letters in backs, branded and drunk, princes and pianos, sitting with sneakers, artists and beauty, eye staring thought sharing, unable to touch, hands on flat stomachs, skin feeling, underwear touching, contact lens wearing, shower shaving, condom wrapper throwing, heat wave swimming, waterfall drenching, naked standing, rock falling, tripping death fearing, wet feet skinny dipping, stairs staring, remembered face smiling, waitress flirting, message receiving, mother talking and judging, past reliving, pizza sitting, photo taking, park lying, game playing, testicle grabbing, football kicking, rope swinging, childish scream hearing, journal tearing and burning, memory cutting, vegetable growing, sheep helping, ram grunting, stick holding, chicken feeding, hay piling, snow shovelling, friend missing, radio talking, song writing, apple picking, corn eating, park walking, beer drinking, ghost talking, bag buying, face thinking, book reading, photobooth snapping, sweater giving, red stripes and black keeping, late night park drinking, fire building, scorched grass growing slowly, football line finding, mountain driving, cliff edge fearing, vans in mud and rain hitting roof hearing, mushroom searching, horses and tortoise spirit animal thinking, age wearing, mirror seeing, alien forming, music slowing, time travelling, universe making, imagination building, bed sitting, wall watching, Basquiat comparing, journal giving, memory sticking, leaf learning, ring wearing, marriage proposing, couch sitting, window looking, summer standing, yellow aura seeing, prediction guessing, date buying, sex working, bon jovi covering beer buying, whiskey drinking, corner stabbing dream worrying, street walking, eye staring, knife wielding, t-shirt tearing, basement show watching, violin hearing, small glass drinking, friend arguments happening, breakfast cooking, sad feeling writing, future writing, coffee making, onion cutting, ecstasy taking cue jumping, exit entrance, show collapsing, people meeting, photo taking, hand directing, wood cutting, log throwing, tractor riding, trailer bumping, airport meeting, fly buzzing, tire pumping, bike riding, hood wearing, darkness waiting, cold air and arguments on my birthday, house leaving, zombie drinking, drug taking, body meeting, eyes, telling, seeing, thinking, hair loving, smoke breathing, air gasping, window opening, dance judging, close sitting, memory purging, window jumping, face burning, matchstick holding, hair cutting, dinner making, lie telling, men kissing, forest walking, mosquito biting, body itching, bed laying, prom dress wearing, window sill sitting, parade watching, stairwell chatting, law learning, front room sleeping, scissor holding, bathroom door locking, dress wearing, beer pong playing, body filling, mind squeezing, marijuana smoking, boot wearing, hair cutting, head shaving, typerwriter hitting, space hunting, river dishwashing, wood excreting, shovel digging, people meeting, cyclist riding, train track hearing, track jumping, friend laughing, friend fearing, angry singing, audience uncaring, drum hitting, doors closing, bar fight brawling, old feeling, energy sapping, exhaustion, rebirth wishing, door banging, door lock locking, man sitting, rain waiting, body detaching, action forgetting, wire biting, machine breaking, hands shaking, hug giving, bridge singing, wall breaking, hard crying, heart breaking, life living, needing rebooting, plane flying, airport leaving, sun shining, taxi taking, face recognizing, smile showing, day dreaming, sweet ginger beer drinking, telephoto lens not working, alone clubbing, bar meeting, fiancee kissing, stranger photo taking, city street walking, grave visiting, shed burning, trolley melting, friend marrying, chances not taken, no regret holding, black ball holding, talk to emotions like they are children, fear is a child that needs reassurance, ice cream running, bare feet on sharp stones, ladder borrowing, window climbing, vodka drinking, song writing, loud music listening, around the house running, word typing, will I ever see them again, wish making, unicorn riding, mixtape making, gift posting, memory purging, bible reading, letter writing, wine drinking, lap sitting, smell breathing, heart beating, past leaving, too much to remember, film making, reels repeating, images insanely draining, book burning, skin touching, running through the fields in the rain, lightning striking, love falling, cars in the dirt, kicking and trying to talk, money desiring, freedom walking, present living, people loving, weight holding, your smile
Tuesday, 15 January 2013
Tuesday 15 January 2013
Now if what they call the big bang did happen within one instant and everything suddenly came into being all at once then we can be lead to believe that time is indeed just an illusion. The whole universe is a being that is growing as it get older and becoming more aware of itself as it goes through that process, but the process happened so quickly that all awareness is actually a past event. We are the universe looking at its history and trying to figure out what happened. The idea that God has a plan is ridiculous, God has no idea that it even exists. God is a natural event that is simply trying to understand itself just as we as humans are also trying to understand ourselves. And we do this by looking back at our past, everything we've been through, everything that ever happened and how we try to predict our futures usually to no avail. What we see as the universe is a moment after the big bang looking at itself to try to understand what has already happened. We are already dead, God has already understood itself but we are currently at the stage where it was still looking for answers. Our intuition and wisdom is simply a dragging effect from the past that spreads out ahead of us. We are still too slow to understand but it is all there and has already been done.
Now if what they call the big bang did happen within one instant and everything suddenly came into being all at once then we can be lead to believe that time is indeed just an illusion. The whole universe is a being that is growing as it get older and becoming more aware of itself as it goes through that process, but the process happened so quickly that all awareness is actually a past event. We are the universe looking at its history and trying to figure out what happened. The idea that God has a plan is ridiculous, God has no idea that it even exists. God is a natural event that is simply trying to understand itself just as we as humans are also trying to understand ourselves. And we do this by looking back at our past, everything we've been through, everything that ever happened and how we try to predict our futures usually to no avail. What we see as the universe is a moment after the big bang looking at itself to try to understand what has already happened. We are already dead, God has already understood itself but we are currently at the stage where it was still looking for answers. Our intuition and wisdom is simply a dragging effect from the past that spreads out ahead of us. We are still too slow to understand but it is all there and has already been done.
Friday, 11 January 2013
Friday, 11th January 2013
If we are actually living behind the veil of memory then the more we view everything as a past event the better we can shape our existence. We will not be wishing for something specific to happen but will be remembering and thankful that it has happened and did already happen.
If it is a veil that holds back the knowledge of past memory then the assumption should be made that its possible to pass through different levels of it. Serendipity; coincidence; positive thought leading to positive outcome; psychic powers; understanding of people and situations both intuitively and fully consciously; expansion of power and love; spreading wisdom and knowledge. If all is past then the fact is we have already chosen and done what we decided to do in this life, however, the amazing thing is that if we can see it as already finished then we possibly could also have done something so magnificent and wonderful which we have still yet to enjoy in this state of consciousness. If we feel like we led an interesting and fulfilled life then we probably most likely did and so the best is still yet to come.
If we are actually living behind the veil of memory then the more we view everything as a past event the better we can shape our existence. We will not be wishing for something specific to happen but will be remembering and thankful that it has happened and did already happen.
If it is a veil that holds back the knowledge of past memory then the assumption should be made that its possible to pass through different levels of it. Serendipity; coincidence; positive thought leading to positive outcome; psychic powers; understanding of people and situations both intuitively and fully consciously; expansion of power and love; spreading wisdom and knowledge. If all is past then the fact is we have already chosen and done what we decided to do in this life, however, the amazing thing is that if we can see it as already finished then we possibly could also have done something so magnificent and wonderful which we have still yet to enjoy in this state of consciousness. If we feel like we led an interesting and fulfilled life then we probably most likely did and so the best is still yet to come.
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