Thursday, 28 July 2016

Thursday, 28th July 2016

"A worried-looking clerical individual with nearly opaque glasses and wearing a tabby-fur blazer and pointed yellow shoes"

"He wore varicoloured Dacron wash-and-wear suit, knit cumberbund and dip-dyed cheesecloth cravat"

"Still in gay pinstripe clown-style pajamas"

"Wearing his usual mohair poncho, apricot-coloured felt hat, argyle ski socks and carpet slippers"

- Philip K. Dick (Ubik 1969)

Sunday, 24 July 2016

Sunday, 24th July 2016

What you wear around your neck is the weight of your self perceived worth

You have a certain amount of people put inside your head at the beginning of birth
Whether the number is set from a previous life or the oncoming one is unknown
Right now I will go for the life that is about to come.
So the idea being that at birth you contain all the information that you contain at the end of your life, that the wave is created at the start and cuts off at the end.
It makes the most perfect creation, it experiences the peaks and troughs of its own personal wave
No matter how shallow or deep, or high or low oscillating the waves are weaving inbetween others'

It also means that at the point of death the wave hits the critical oscillation point which projects itself into the next most suitable and sustaining environment available

If you put this into simple terms it means that consciousness itself is actually an impenetrable growth that will attach itself to the most suitable environment no matter what the sustainability is

Snappy one-liner
You are the wave that is the machine that runs the program that you live within (that can be observed) ...

That you could use the pinpoints of birthtime, planetary and personally (astrology/astronomy and psychology combined), and first experiences to simulate the waveform of that persons life, that at mid-life you are at the peak of the wave and your life seems to go backwards slowly into the trough which will then rise up again towards the end

Tuesday, 22 March 2016

Tuesday, 22nd March 2016

Life does it's best to give us a perfect living environment, through billions of stars and planets, through billions of years of evolution, through birth and family and friends, to jobs and socialising and thinking and experiencing. And we without realising it still ask for more.

Music is the thread you can follow, the keys and harmonies of life are all beautiful melodies to keep you in the right direction

Thursday, 17 March 2016

Thursday, 17th March 2016

We, every particle in the universe must, must go through the vibrations of itself, up and down, to the peaks and the depressions, everything must go through this, time and time again, but be reassured that there will always be the better situation and that we all have to go through it at one point or another.

Wednesday, 16 March 2016

Tuesday, 15th March 2016

Thoughts in Bed or on the Train
(possibly non-sensical and poorly written)

1.
In the centre Is the uinverse in which all is held.
The mind acts as a blinking blind to consciousness depdending on your self chosen level
0&1's act as the binary system. So the more open and aware you are affects the perception of time. Aware=long
Unaware=short
Higher dimensions most certainly exist but our minds turn off to them and so we dont remember them

2.
Paranoia Is associated with awareness because it is going further than most choose too and so has the feeling of going off into the woods alone or rowing ahead of the pack.
The insecurity of not knowing what you may find or bump into makes you anxious

3.
The anxious child side is always kept back and not allowed out into the world but it is the master of the shell. And so the mind gets tired from operating the machine

4.
From birth we are infinite with possibilities but are instantly told stories and was countless movies are depicting different plot lines.
So it is natural enough to assume that we project these stories onto our own lives without really being in the moment at all
All we've done is taken life with its numerous choices and we've limited it into the stories that we already know.
Fewer stories told = more presently making stories

5.
When I bring my child out which is rare, it often feels like a child at the controls of a highly sophisticated machine, and it feels somewhat like an android would feel as it clumsily attempts to take control of its existence

6.
As belief in fantasy grows so the world becomes more fantastical, spirits or energy or aliens etc. may begin to emerge as the population begins to agree upon one story line.

7.
The brain splits between high beta waves, aware but nervous and anxious, to theta and delta waves where more dreamlike drifting happens and stories are told to ourselves.
Each thought Is like its own little dream in which our days are cutup using fantasy and awareness of present time.
We tell ourselves stories to pass the time

8.
The collective dream that we've been living in since the 50's is the screen dream, stories and movies and countless characters that have influenced and infiltrated our selves. As we begin to wake we begin to see the world as something moving instead of something already told.
My relationships have often been archetypal in plot narrative and I have often assumed a defined role

9.
The 2nd more hidden character is the detached self inside the avatar of persona you have created.
Travelling through the different states of self awareness feels much like a child wandering around streets that look familiar and yet it feels as if youve never really walked them