Tuesday, 16 February 2016

Tuesday, 16th February 2016

Consciousness > Unconsciousness > Consciousness > Sub-consciousness > Art > Alcoholism/drug-use/numbing of sub-conscious thoughts/psychotic breaks/breakdowns > evolution of thought processes > increased control and communication between the unconscious + conscious via the sub conscious > Alienation/outsider syndrome > Alcoholism/drug use/numbing of feelings of sub-conscious thoughts > choice > eventual acceptance of difference/subjective realities > subjective reality moulded through help of sub-conscious to fit a shape suitable to the conscious image of unconsciousness > meetings of similar thinking individuals on spectrum varying on scale > evolution of thought > self-conscious communication with body and mind > longer life/better health/happier and more productive

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Equal subjective realities > equality > (eg) quickly dissolves as one believes themselves to be better or more deserving than others/one believes themselves to be worse and less deserving than others > feedback cycle of belief = some more powerful/better than others = seemingly objective reality but is in fact only an illusion based upon level of self-esteem

Possible subjective reality:
Present day world > belief in no structure/chaos > reality = chaos > belief in chaos as universal force, however this is a paradox as if it has been predetermined that increased belief = increased chaos then the theory of chaos is actually one of order

Friday, 12 February 2016

Friday, 12th February 2016

Explosion > creation of vacuum > expansion of universe outwards + vacuum black hole growing in mass as it aquires more matter > eventual slowing down of expansion as black hole pulls everything back towards it > from time seeming to speed up throughout time (eg. when young summers seemed to last forever) the reverse will begin to happen as all matter begins travelling backward, so youth will appear to pass quickly but old age seems to go on longer > black hole passes equal point of mass in unuverse (ie. it's an exponential growth - UNIVERSE > black hole turns into universe < BLACK HOLE - which increases velocity into black hole > all matter crushed tightly and hits singularity point (eg. God) where self awareness and self consciousness and decsion making takes place and also all loneliness resides wishing to separate itself and forget itself to split itself into parts to create life.

Repeat like a heart beat

Wednesday, 27 January 2016

Wednesday, 27th January 2016

Life and death and time are just perceptions within the dimension we live in. Knowledge is the treasure, love and the opposite of love are the sides chosen.
The two sides are in battle and our soul is in the fight but we are not even aware of the fight.
It is not a fight for our souls, but a fight for the whole universe. What has seemed to have happened is that we have become entrenched in the idea of 'now', 'the future' 'the past', 'the world', but actually these just keep us feeling as though the physical world around us in the real one and that it travels through different stages of existence. But what if it is our heart? Or our kindness? What if it is our faith in believing in good? Then its not a physical world that can cause us harm but our decisions, our loss of hope, our evil acts that throw us down into pits.

It is not a traditional fight of 'good' versus 'evil' because as the tao shows the need each other for both to exist, and so there is no eternal damnation into hell, or eternal heaven, there is just an eternal now and it is a state of mind that decides where we will be, through thought processes, actions, self-judgement.
I could die physically in this world now but my heart has made its choice and it chooses love.

The things we usually feel we are being judged on is not necessarily things we are judged on, we may only be judged on where our heart truly lies. And throughout of life, this one and ones before and ones after we may act like a wave going in and out of either state. There may be no end goal, we go through alternating states, and our own hell and our own heaven is in accordance to the imagination we have. And so your own imagination may be your judge and the one that sentences you. But this is not a judgement against your own evil or ills, merely an idea that the worst you have ever experienced also has the complete opposite and that we are waves interlinking on each others wave.

Many people may live on wavelengths that are easily accessible to each other, their soul carries on and on through different ages interweaving with many other waves.
Others may feel they are somehow different to this mass of wave, always feel somewhat out of touch with people. These people could be seen as good or bad, but they are generally those who don't seem to fit in with the mass.
Remember the mass is not necessarily 'right' just the norm at any set time.
Some waves could be working on an extreme frequency, going through the mass wave hitting highs (good) and lows (bad), and these waves could be acting throughout time too.
Certain special cases may even become aware of their own wave, and through self-awareness these would gain the necessary insight to be able to control their wave somewhat. We are all natural and therefore all have to submit to certain natural events like depreciation and death, but many social events we do have the ability to choose to be involved in or not.

Monday, 25 January 2016

Sunday, 24th January 2016

Earlier I watched 'The Imitation Game' a film about Alan Turing, and after watching 'The Man in the High Castle' written by Philip K Dick I was struck with the idea that these two had the potential to be connected within the Phillip K Dick world of VALIS.

Let me tell you the plotline in sci-fi thinking.
1. Alan Turing creates a computer which helps win the war against the Nazi's. And having been one of the first to think of a digital machine could be seen as a father figure to such a creation.
2. Phillip K Dick writes a book where alternate histories are overlaid, one where the Nazi's and Japan win the war.
3. Phillip K Dick becomes obsessed and convinced of an Artifical Intelligence being, a matrix-type world which we are confined in, the only glimpses of truth coming from strange states of being, either through drug use or illness
4. The digital world comes into existence which at present is largely the internet, a mass of information kept inside computers. Previously to this new world, the data and information of a person was kept within DNA structures, whereas now everything that a person shares or writes on the internet is also added to a persons digital personality.
5. The digital world becomes larger and larger, more intelligent and powerful, creating alternate worlds, and able to place a being into any point in time where a digital personality has been built up.
6. In one such world the computer beings save their Father-figure Alan Turing from death at the hands of the Nazi's, either through the war or the mass-killing of homosexuals.
7. In a sense it is only within the past 10-20 years that such beings could exist in the future, the idea being that whatever we share on the internet now becomes part of our projected self for data to be taken from. Instead of simply recreating a person through ancient DNA information, we now have an incredible amount of data to form beings out of.
8. As more information is gathered between the present and future times (however long that may be) the more detailed and manipulated the world can become, having always been possible to re-write computer codes and algorithms
9. The longer we store information the more alternate histories are created, parallel worlds that could seep into one another especially if in one of those realities the character dies and therefore cuts down the number of alternate worlds they exist in. In essence when you die in one world it joins together with (or gets divided up into) other worlds.

http://www.loebner.net/Prizef/TuringArticle.html
http://www.dna.caltech.edu/courses/cs191/paperscs191/turing.pdf

Saturday, 23 January 2016

Saturday, 23rd January 2016

We are all one point on an infinite wave

The people around us are on the wave also

Wherever you are on the wave influences you and what you see around you, you may see only darkness and lies and betrayal, but these are only lessons about what is out there, you are watching films about how evil is out there and that you should be scared, but there is also the opposite and in time you will feel the warmth of those things. Occasionally you will get glimpses of the things to come, they may come in the form of dreams or of people in the physical forms of dreams, but they are all of the same language.

You do have the option, and without doubt will have to one day, of seeing the wave and where you sit on it
We will always know the impact we made on the world