Friday, 16 May 2014

Wednesday, 26 March 2014

Wednesday, 26th March 2014

The dawn on the hill tramples over the grown darkness
And each little death is the pathway to the next
Time around, take what you can from your previous life
Filled in a suitcase and shrunk down into a ventricle
A wonderland inside us all

Friday, 30 August 2013

Friday, 30th August 2013

This idea needs some work. Woke up at 3am am had this planted into my head:

"Throughout billions of years (what we term as billions) there is one immortal being. This being doesn’t remember that it is immortal, or should I say, it has chosen to not remember. For when it does inevitably remember its existence, and it will do after many many lives, then it will have all knowledge (what we term the future). In the future this being will have attained all knowledge. Whether this take billions of years or not, one day it will attain all knowledge. Once all knowledge has been attained it is inevitable that time travel will be possible for this being. Once time travel for this being takes place and it goes backwards in ‘time’ then the universe it inhabits will no longer be the universe it belongs to, as the very fact of its presence and complete knowledge, and concious action, the original universe it inhabited would change, creating an alternate universe alongside the other. It could not return to its original time (forward) because the new universe it has created simply by existing in it would have altered and therefore its original ‘home’ would no longer exist. From this we can conclude that the universe we inhabit has already been completed, this being has already passed through us and altered our universe. All history is a memory of an alternate universe. Every book we read for the first time is actually being written as we read it. Everytime somebody tells you of something it is actually you telling yourself something. We live alongside the alternate universes that we have made through our ultimate return to knowledge. We forget knowledge because existence ceases to exist once we have it. We travel back and are treated like every invading alien body: We are singled out and destroyed by the people of the time. We are the gods of the past, we are the prophets that never died, we are the light that travels, we are everything, and one day (a day that has already also ‘been’ as well as is ‘yet to come’) we will remember, we will again travel, and a new universe will be born."

Thursday, 13 June 2013

Thursday, 13th June 2013

Let all the ghosts go. Recent or aged. Move from the sitting rock and explore. Allow yourself to get lost. Allow people to lose you. Cut the anchor, the co-ordinates, disappear.

Monday, 15 April 2013

Monday. 15th April 2013

Simple. Pimple. Spots on the horizon, Verizon telephone calls, AT&T credit, bicycle rides, chinese takeaways, tofu and printed zines, sickness and cramps, bee stings and sundance, westerns good and bad, fathers with pizzas, car drives to the city, bus rides, movie nights, dogs and cats, sleeping in hot rooms, blood on the sheets, scratches of letters in backs, branded and drunk, princes and pianos, sitting with sneakers, artists and beauty, eye staring thought sharing, unable to touch, hands on flat stomachs, skin feeling, underwear touching, contact lens wearing, shower shaving, condom wrapper throwing, heat wave swimming, waterfall drenching, naked standing, rock falling, tripping death fearing, wet feet skinny dipping, stairs staring, remembered face smiling, waitress flirting, message receiving, mother talking and judging, past reliving, pizza sitting, photo taking, park lying, game playing, testicle grabbing, football kicking, rope swinging, childish scream hearing, journal tearing and burning, memory cutting, vegetable growing, sheep helping, ram grunting, stick holding, chicken feeding, hay piling, snow shovelling, friend missing, radio talking, song writing, apple picking, corn eating, park walking, beer drinking, ghost talking, bag buying, face thinking, book reading, photobooth snapping, sweater giving, red stripes and black keeping, late night park drinking, fire building, scorched grass growing slowly, football line finding, mountain driving, cliff edge fearing, vans in mud and rain hitting roof hearing, mushroom searching, horses and tortoise spirit animal thinking, age wearing, mirror seeing, alien forming, music slowing, time travelling, universe making, imagination building, bed sitting, wall watching, Basquiat comparing, journal giving, memory sticking, leaf learning, ring wearing, marriage proposing, couch sitting, window looking, summer standing, yellow aura seeing, prediction guessing, date buying, sex working, bon jovi covering beer buying, whiskey drinking, corner stabbing dream worrying, street walking, eye staring, knife wielding, t-shirt tearing, basement show watching, violin hearing, small glass drinking, friend arguments happening, breakfast cooking, sad feeling writing, future writing, coffee making, onion cutting, ecstasy taking cue jumping, exit entrance, show collapsing, people meeting, photo taking, hand directing, wood cutting, log throwing, tractor riding, trailer bumping, airport meeting, fly buzzing, tire pumping, bike riding, hood wearing, darkness waiting, cold air and arguments on my birthday, house leaving, zombie drinking, drug taking, body meeting, eyes, telling, seeing, thinking, hair loving, smoke breathing, air gasping, window opening, dance judging, close sitting, memory purging, window jumping, face burning, matchstick holding, hair cutting, dinner making, lie telling, men kissing, forest walking, mosquito biting, body itching, bed laying, prom dress wearing, window sill sitting, parade watching, stairwell chatting, law learning, front room sleeping, scissor holding, bathroom door locking, dress wearing, beer pong playing, body filling, mind squeezing, marijuana smoking, boot wearing, hair cutting, head shaving, typerwriter hitting, space hunting, river dishwashing, wood excreting, shovel digging, people meeting, cyclist riding, train track hearing, track jumping, friend laughing, friend fearing, angry singing, audience uncaring, drum hitting, doors closing, bar fight brawling, old feeling, energy sapping, exhaustion, rebirth wishing, door banging, door lock locking, man sitting, rain waiting, body detaching, action forgetting, wire biting, machine breaking, hands shaking, hug giving, bridge singing, wall breaking, hard crying, heart breaking, life living, needing rebooting, plane flying, airport leaving, sun shining, taxi taking, face recognizing, smile showing, day dreaming, sweet ginger beer drinking, telephoto lens not working, alone clubbing, bar meeting, fiancee kissing, stranger photo taking, city street walking, grave visiting, shed burning, trolley melting, friend marrying, chances not taken, no regret holding, black ball holding, talk to emotions like they are children, fear is a child that needs reassurance, ice cream running, bare feet on sharp stones, ladder borrowing, window climbing, vodka drinking, song writing, loud music listening, around the house running, word typing, will I ever see them again, wish making, unicorn riding, mixtape making, gift posting, memory purging, bible reading, letter writing, wine drinking, lap sitting, smell breathing, heart beating, past leaving, too much to remember, film making, reels repeating, images insanely draining, book burning, skin touching, running through the fields in the rain, lightning striking, love falling, cars in the dirt, kicking and trying to talk, money desiring, freedom walking, present living, people loving, weight holding, your smile